Good summary of the sum of my accumulated despair over alternative or avant garde music and being a rebel and doing something to break out, something unexpected, something dangerous. In other words that it's not possible, didn't seem possible.
I was born in 1988. Always had the feeling of growing up in the absence of something.
Is
this what Capitalist Realism is about? I thought it was boring and kind of just copypasting Zizek. Maybe I should have a look again. I mean this is basically the entirety of how I view my ability for creative expression and distinction.
The closing quote by Fisher makes me dubious again. "even glimmers of alternative political and economic possibilities can have a disproportionately great effect" - wouldn't it more likely be the opposite? We've all heard dozens of these 'alternatives' - everywhere I look there's someone to tell me about theirs - so what makes this one so different? Isn't it more likely that these 'glimmers' are lost in the sea of noise? That these 'glimmers' are so indistinguishable to me from every other advertisement vying for my attention that I just can't muster the energy to care. Given what has been said so far, I can't understand the optimism in this passage. Feels like it cheats.