I'm listening to a lot of synth pop lately. I'm a bit edgy because I just started working on a shitty company, so this calm, faceless, familiar, fun form of music is the one that takes the ticket. This track is amazing.

I don't know if you can consider Messiah of Evil trash cinema, but it's a hidden jewel of weird, off kilter cinema. It's like a Hammer movie made on heroin. Like the Velvet Underground version of Hammer. One of my most favourite movies.A more recent trash cinema jewell it's Final Flesh. There are a ...

Also! Here is probably my favourite youtube channel right now, Unboxed, Watched and Review. The host watches the most fucked up shit and has an endlessly endearing way of commenting what's going on. He is amazing. Also, in this video he throws up a lot. It's quite common, he has a weak stomach, but ...

Shocked at Scott Walker's death. I've been tearing up the whole day.

Story of Ricky is one of the funest movie experiencies ever. Pure unbridled trashy joy.

I've always hated The Long and Winding Road by The Beatles. I think that it's the only Beatles song that I despise. And it's in every fucking Beatles compilation and I can't wrap my head around how can anyone can enjoy that fucking shitty motherfucking song.I think that Earth 2 is the worst Earth re...

Really into this record. I really like that it sounds kind of improvised if you are not paying attention to it, but the more attention you pay to it, the more constructed it seems. Very Early free jazz in some way.phpBB [media]

Realizing that I haven't really thought about my future in a normal adult way, and now I'll probably be fucked economically if I don't get my shit together, but getting my shit together just freezes me. I'm mortally afraid of fucking up (I haven't worked in a long time because I'm really afraid of g...

Feeling depression is not feeling sadness, really. I think that it sounds like this song.phpBB [media]Lights are out, universe is cold and everything is a hassle. Irritation and anger is more common than sadness. I've been out of it for 2 months, and I don't want it back, but it'll come back, of cou...

I struggle with the same things you struggle, kokorodoko, when you are in depression is hard to see that good things are good. It seems simple, really, but the brain doesn't want to accept that tautology. Good things somehow hide some kind of terrible reality...Well, that's a delusion! The terrible ...