Chance wrote:I don't listen to music as much as I used to. I was so into music when I was younger. I used to buy al ot of records, tapes, cd's, etc. and music zines. I sold almost half of my cd's last month. It's definitely not intentional that I don't listen to music. I just have a lot of music to play. Shit, I don't even watch as much TV as I used to.
It's weird, because music is a top priority in my life (up there with friends, family, eating, and working to pay rent), but I feel I'm way out of touch when it comes to music. I'm overwhelmed by the amount of music out there. Luckily I have friends that are in good bands and I'm friends with (and making friends with) people that are into music. They turn me onto things I haven't heard before. I listen to the local MPR station and sports talk station as much as I listen to music stations on the radio.... Shit, I'm rambling and my roommate is complaining about my tap-tap-a-tapping.... I love music, even though I don't listen to it as much as I used to. I guess, for me, it's more important to play music than listen to it.[/b]
It's been the same with me. When I was younger, I used to fill every moment of my waking and even sleeping life with music but now I often find myself enjoying the silence (no, i don't mean depeche mode...thank you).
I think, like you, I find myself overwhelmed by not only the amount of music available but by information and media in general. And, since I am studying to be a librarian, I am that much more faced with mass amounts of information and the analysis/evaluation of it. It just gets too much...as if my thoughts are being crowded out. Yet, I definitely still have those moments when I am happiest, most creative and at peace while listening to or playing music. I just find that I have to make more of a conscious effort to listen to music now. Maybe it has something to do with getting older and other things becoming more of a priority. It kind of saddens me that it's this way.