simmo wrote:tmidgett wrote:I do not post here much anymore.
You'll be sorely missed.
I did try a plea for sanity about five hours ago but it didn't work.
Nevermind.
I will also miss tmidgett if he's really leaving. I don't think I can make this forum sane or insane on my own, simmo. And there might be a slight difference in opinions about what gives this forum sanity also. I hope you can acknowledge that.
If people want to make me the scapegoat for some perceived decline in the forum, I can't stop them, and at the same time,
I can't stop them from adding the content that
they want to see, nor would I if I could. I'm totally outnumbered, and that normally means defeat, but I guess I never realized my awesome power to make this forum into
my forum ( which it isn't- that's bullshit ).
There is a BIG Bob-free zone on this forum. I've been in the same two threads all day. I'm never in the lighter threads much at all ( music, cats, sports, whatever ), but if I am, I'm on topic. I'm on topic in the political threads, too. What else can I do? I practice free speech as best I can in the threads I like. All the NWO and 9/11 and Iraq threads started by me are clearly marked as such. There's no deceptive advertising about what you're going to find in a thread I start.
I don't see why I stand accused as public enemy #1. Total mystery to me.
If I can waste some more words, I think that *possibly* living for six+ years under an insane president who makes insane wars after a huge terrorist event that is shocking as all hell no matter who did it, well, all that has frayed America's nerves very badly.( I know this is not an American forum, but it's what I know best. )Of course, the Depression was worse or the civil war or the world wars, but for our time, this is the worst we have known.
I think for people 20-40, we are getting worn down by the apprehension we have over where our country might be going. We seem to have lost control of it. I have never felt so displaced from government as I do right now. I feel like a total pawn every day, a complete observer.
Just throwing that out there. I can understand that for the people who use this forum as a place to escape the world, seeing my posts must suck. I'm left in a tough spot. I don't want to not care about this country any more, but the only way I know how to show that I do care is to write about it, and that means writing bad news.
I'll probably take a break for a while. I don't want to, but it seems like a good time for it. If a month goes by and the forum isn't what you want it to be, it will be time to start looking at others for blame.
( Oh, and thanks to the other 14 people who voted that the 9/11 official story is bullshit. I expected about six. )