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by <3janeway_Archive
watching julia law s lifetime original movie was like watching my own death, I already loved caitlin stacey but damn... the sweetheart she wished she could love, the guy who wouldn t give up his better life because of his kids even though she was so in love with him, the guy who raped her, the guy who gave it all to protect her, the random admirers and her uninvolved self involved family and her spiral into the 27 club and how funny she was and cute she looked masterbating all for it to end so stupidly because she had so many and yet no one to be that one who d watch out maybe my comedy background saved my life... maybe I never enters that 27 club cause by 27 you quit alcohol for weed for a few years to mellow out and if you can t settle down by 33 you go that farley belushi jesus route of exploding we all run as fast as we can as young bucks and then if you can t fogure out the next coolest thing is to settle down you re done for... why be a supernova when you can contribute and exist to help the next gen? we re all sick of this fanboy generation but sometimes you see things like into the spider verse and need to exist to give more... Julia law... it was almost me... but I couldn t let anything g happen to myself with my girls to take into the next step of adulthood... she was scrambling self induced with some kind a career and all I know is others before myself like Jesus and cool hand like got together to teach me love itself through sacrifice...still the men and the bathtub and the being lost... she was so many of us, she could ve been your little jane https://vimeo.com/331840126