Got some stuff off my plate the other week and am finishing up the sixth Wallander book soon, so I've got no excuse to not be glued to postseason baseball.

Weather's getting more agreeable. Feeling okay today.

janeway wrote: Wed Oct 06, 2021 3:37 pmskanks

i should be clear that there's nothing wrong with skanks or mcdonald's unless it's ruining your appetite or becoming too regular and you're feeding without nourishment .. you can enjoy the shallow end of the pool and lightness as much as deep diving exploration to balance but make sure you don't leave thanksgiving dinner going cold on the table justifying it with delicious leftovers that will be there for you and keep warm and served hott because at the time you had hott mcdonald's that was in your face.. it's hard we all have times when life is tough and you get by so remember mcdonalds is always hott and never fresh you'd have to be an oxymoron to consider the concept of "fresh mcdonalds"

skank: a state of being that's cheap thrill that's a choice and can last as a phase but is something nobody is born as but we can all be at any time but shouldn't

Just saw Black MIDI. Left half way through. Man I really do not care for what they’re doing nowadays. I’m quite fond of the stuff they did when they were a two guitar band. Also the sound was terrible, not a great help.

I love when I come across a collection of writeups from one person where it becomes obvious they have some specific hangup that they return to again and again.

Right now I am reading through this one guy's imdb reviews, and he is very distraught over the obvious dominance of nazi ideology in every cinematic product since the 1960s. Proof of this is how often dark haired women are killed. The reviewer hints that this is because other people are jealous of dark haired women, since they are the most beautiful.

More than once, it is suggested that these components make a movie into a "chick flick", which is meant to depress men. Unclear how this goes together.

Also many of the examples brought up are random bottom-of-the-barrel TV movies like Mega Python vs. Gatoroid and Piranhaconda.

I eventually wrested myself from this obsessive reading, but not after finding mr. reviewer topping himself with this comment:
"if one reads through the existing reviews, one cannot help but realize that over half of the reviews are carbon copies to the extent that it is undeniably the work of one control freak using many fake user names."

I am so curious about the headspace and life experiences of a person like this.

Flew down to Austin, Texas yesterday. My girlfriend had been here for a couple of weeks caring for her mom, who had been on hospice. Haven't been in Texas in 28 years, and that was just a drive-through on my way from Los Angeles to Milwaukee. Drove past the massive new Tesla plant they're building. Everyone is saying I chose the right week to be here with regard to the weather. I'm not sure "chose" is the right word, but I'm grateful it's not in the 90s and humid.

oo im going to need church in the morning..

i searched netflix for "wolf" because of this full moon lately and found the bear grylls interactive movie game and its awesome!± omg you get to decide how he survives and i did awesome because of girlscouts.
spoilers now:
since it was sunset i chose to go build shelter and was able to melt ice for water in the morning and stumbled on fresh meat somehow .. then i survived the wolf up the mountain and each time the bear kept being whiny about altitude id say 7 year olds chewing on cocaine coca leaves in macchu picchu do this all the time keep it movin.. i know from santa fe that altitude sickness isn't as bad as he's complainin about and i know he has the skills the bear went over the mountain so get over that mountain bear gryllis it's the only way we can communicate by radio to the pilot , he made me let him rest but then i said cmon and we did climb to the peak tip and have that amazing view and find the pilot on the way down and he survived my bear attack advice to bassilone and take the offensive and we walked outta there.. then my roommate played and went to his beloved tunnels he kept comparing at me for not going but who knows what civilizations or mountain lions live there i only needed to climb the mountain and i did and the tunnels make you choose to eat bugs or get exploded or break your leg and the pilot doesnt survive so i was right to press on and climb da mountain

i was so respectful not looking directly into the lap of my celebrity crush .. jeepers i have to hurry up and confess this.. then i innocently wondered whats so wrong about peace love and understanding and surfing pics of my celebrity crush on the beach, its okay to look at surfing pics so i can recognize what my favorite celebrity looks like incase he comes surfing in chicago.. then i search alittle more and hit the jackpot and was like should i even watch this video but it seemed as innocent as watching a nature show.. but holy cow did i hit the jackpot and no its not findable through search engines but a few admirers who seem to not share that kinda stuff with the masses

a couple months ago clicking around my favorite porn site for a long session i actually found myself filmed without my knowledge and it was unreal but it was definitely me and i'm like how do i handle this? most of the comments were in different foreign languages but they translate as all positive sentiments, one guy said something about my face showing i really wanted it .. i somehow went from searching videos of guys getting their balls waxed and accidentally splooging lol to finding myself caught on camera and it did seem like whaa? who put this here? but i did look good but they shouldnt have had that hidden camera .. so i decided to not show anybody because its so violating if they know its me and not some pretend fun porn like the surprise pizza deliveries those seem like happy times.. i was guilty for being on that site to get my thang on so i cant blame finding a video that actually has me in it.. in the end i decided those moments belong to the time they happened.. its someone elses gross fault for picking up your used cum tissue of a moment and plastering it online .. how do you own that kinda violation? jennifer lawrence was like uh oh everybody saw my hol and amy schumer was like you go girl, what would jesus do? and that was the coolest most inspiring way to handle the invasive lens on naked privacy ..

after the waves of exposures of female celebrities and how cool jennifer lawrence was about it, some celebrities decide to fake release their own fake exposed nudes that they put out themselves for attention so check those out because they are intentionally for you , but this little community of admirers who have obtained this video of my crush.. i have to expose them to the celebrity himself by disclosing the link and how i was able to find it--hint: not google; its never going to be google, and by the time you read this, ownership can be taken with property returned, and i already said a couple acts of contrition so im good lol my sins got cleansed but im as human as you guys, i have that amazing imagery now and i get to be chivalrous.. aww i knew i shouldve kept my eyes up, its only a few inches between acting like a lady or a tramp, its easy to act like both when you're eating your own spaghetti

After a day and a half of bureaucratic madness I'm now slumped on an overnight in the truly hellish Helsinki airport. Fingers crossed I'll get back to Manchester in the morning, and to my mum's by noon. Probably left it a bit to let to see her off but it's the best I could possibly do.