Trust me, I vent. I vent alot. All I do is bitch. But I have no regrets. I firmly believe that my life has turned out the way it has because of my actions. I mean karma. I dwell on no problem I encounter. I let it roll off me like water or any beverage. You have to. I was simply letting people in on me as I am. I figured you deserve an explanation as to why I act like a retard on here.

And I feel sorry for people that would have to put up with your racism

Sarcasm darling, look it up.

I have also done the exact same things angry_dragon has, except once i fucked my girlfriend while she was sleeping.

At least she is your girlfriend and not a stranger at a party...

Since we're relatively anonymous on this board, let me state some facts and opinions...
AngryD .. I feel you. I hated myself for a long time. I have also done "way too many drugs, rehabs and horrible shit, and shit I cannot mention", etc. And I used to think I had validity in hating myself for it. but most of these things do not make you a bad person...

I used to think I was going to go downhill for the rest of my life, and die a miserable, lonely old man, or if I was lucky, die a young man. This is not true today. Thanks to people who lived the same way I did, who got well and helped me, and showed me how to pull out of my daily suicidal routines.

A while ago I saw a show on Saddam H. and they referred to him as a 'malignant narcissist' ... and I thought "that's me. that's what I have, I also feel nothing!" ...which is total bullshit...because I do feel, and , (except for a few brazilian tranny prostitutes,) I've never actually killed anyone...anyway, my friend, you are not alone. Just stay alive long enough to get well.

MilitaryMan wrote:At least she is your girlfriend and not a stranger at a party...

Yes, at least you raped someone who trusted you. Jesus.

Dear Jesus,
I still stick by it. I know if it happened to me I'd want to have at least had sex with the person before. MilitaryMan.

if you fuck your girlfriend while she is sleeping, it is her fault for dating you, especially if she catches you and is pissed. I 've fucked <2 girlfriends while they were sleeping, but have also been awoken with a sweet hummer...so it goes both ways...

it's like that voodoo chile song...but from seeing cynthia's mold of jimi's dong, I doubt he could make sweet love to a woman in her sleep without her feeling any pain....

they also have a series of porns now called 'sleeping booty' ...it's pretty funny, if you're into that sort of thing

I once killed a man.

WITH MY BARE HANDS!

How did me talking about how much of an asshole I am turn into this?