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by gonzochicago_Archive
summer 2016 continued : 023 by John Yingling, on FlickrThis is Katie. She was one of my favorites. Super smart, insanely adorable, and someone who lit up the room and always made my day better for the short time we'd spend together. It's almost funny to me to say that about someone who realistically, totally can't communicate with you on any normal level, but if I've learned one thing in China, it's that deep connections can be made on the most surprisingly basic ends. Her mom would always give me snacks. She added me on Wechat (China's social media). Katie had to leave. Off to a private school or something. It's been a few months, and I still think of her, say hello to her mom. Her absence is felt. I brace for it with some of my other students. Inevitable, on both sides. Anyways, thought I'd share a cute photo and story. Cheers.024 by John Yingling, on FlickrRè GÄn Mià n (çƒå¹²é¢), Sichuan style. This is from a Chongqing noodle shop, but I recognized the characters to be Wuhan's famous hot dry noodle. I double checked, then asked the counter guy. He replied, simply it's Chongqing style hot dry noodle nicely enough, without a hint of you idiot foreigner. This place has multiple spots, and I doubt it's a Harbin thing. Either way, solid efforts from a chain. With hundreds of options for noodles everywhere you step foot, I still find myself cycling around what I know, peppering in new stuff along the way. It's nice to get hooked, but I'll never stop exploring. These look simple, but there's a good amount going on. Mix it up, and you get a nice bit of Sichuan heat, but solid flavor remains. Total cost : about 9RMB, or $1.30 USD.025 by John Yingling, on FlickrAnother day off wandering around Central Street. This area really takes some of the manic-depressive edge off this city. I honestly have not found living in China to be too isolating an experience, even with little language knowledge, in a cold brash city such as this. However, I am poking my head around more than most would. It doesn't help that most locals I've met ask why I live here, call it boring, dirty, can't wait to leave. That's many cities, though. I have found a pocket of people in my time here, that have utmost respect for the progress that's happened here. It should be really interesting to see how I feel in a year or so. Summer's been kind to me, so far. I hope to be less lazy with the language, and peel back even more layers before winter. Constant change brings good exploration.026 by John Yingling, on FlickrFloating along. There are many reasons I made the move to China. Firstly, it was the softest landing possible, due to my friend Shaun, and the staff here. To take some weight off, in every regard. A sort of quiet retreat to a few million-large desolate nowhere. Out of my element, when I want to be, but close to the things I love. A blind but well researched crack at a job I knew I'd be good at, if I put my mind to it, and it's been wonderful. The city is far from my first pick, but past conversations of doing just this, have always stuck in my head. Get your feet in a smaller city, learn ropes, to assimilate, wrap your brain around a process that you can never really be ready for, but just have to dive into. It's a conversation I've had time and again. That said, this is a good city for getting things done. Less push to go out all the time, more push for working, learning. Traversing a real element, if that even exists anymore. I thought it to be the best move for me at the time, and I do believe time is proving this to be the case. Honestly, I'd love to stick here at least 2 years. (ha...almost there.) This would do wonders for me financially, creatively on a back-log of footage and episodes of my project to release. Aside from good stability, and learning all the things that come with being here, it would afford me opportunities to continue exploring this continent, which I realistically have seen nothing of, despite all my travel. Get back to areas and people I love (I'm looking at you, Indonesia) at a lower cost. (all of this is still true, especially the bit about indonesia, which is delayed, but coming...shhh)I'm pushing hard to keep exploration levels up, spirits up, and creative juices flowing in all regards. One can always do better, but it's important to remember what's being done. In my travels of this place, I've gotten into some routines I find very comforting, in the fact that few foreigners are regularly treading these waters. I don't feel uncomfortable...quite the opposite. Some of the things I've accomplished here, despite dreadful language skills, I can only close my eyes and laugh as it all happens. I try to embrace that I really am pretty far out here. It's gone well, so far, but more can be done. My plan is to finish a BA while here, and edit up the next 2 films, with a rough cut of Indonesia in the pipeline, toward the end of next year. (getting there)That's a tall order, but taking it piece by piece, it will be done. For now, it's medium effort, taken over a longer period of time. I'm well aware the other shoe can drop at any moment with this type of life, but there's few trappings here, as long as I stay focused...and I intend to. If you've read this far, I hope you continue to enjoy reading about these things. It's no crazy rock n' roll dispatches, but there's a lot of that coming. I've always tried to live my life as an open book, a public record, and will continue to do so, mostly for my amusement. Thanks for following along with it all. These are crazy times. Be well out there. (crazier times now...be well, still, please)027 by John Yingling, on FlickrGuangdong style dim-sum. Honestly, not the best quality...but, i'll take it.Went to Beijing for a bit to wrap a final interview for Episode 2. When I came back : 029 by John Yingling, on FlickrBeing back in Harbin is like a visit to your grandmother. Everything is easy and low-key. I try to keep a constant reminder of just how many layers of stress were shaved off. Having the privilege to not worry cannot be understated. I doubt I'll be itchy enough for art and music, to move next year. Focusing on monthly goals, rather than the anxiety of thinking years out, must be my main purpose. Small but potent doses of monthly effort should lead to striking differences. I'll take this cocoon. Let it envelop me. Break free in small bursts, hopefully stronger, more focused. This should be easier, the longer I'm here. There's strange comfort in the desolate north, for now. These are crazy times. Be well out there. 028 by John Yingling, on Flickr