TBH I just cant write lyrics anymore at all. I think i ended up so emotionally spent after my relationship, that part of my soul like dried up or something
On my modular apparatuses i just basically sit down and explore what happens when you patch things on the fly. Sometimes ill have a vague idea sometimes not, sometimes this play will create a sound or pattern worth investigating more. Usually it comes out sounding nothing like i think it will/should. But…
This is fine and fun for like an instagram vid or like 2-3 minute demo but i cant consider it a song unless theres some sort of movement or progression or something moving things from one place to another. And that is HARD because you are riding a very fine line between chaos and complete randomness/nonsense. Then to make it actually interesting…
My band/collaboration is cool b/c i can create raw material and then the guitarist/engineer is the guy that can actually build a song out of it. But now we have been working for more than a year on out first collection and its really lost some wind over time sadly. But the songs are still really great. Im hoping if Slowdown Mercury can actually master & release a couple of EPs or whatever in the next few weeks, it will give me more assurance about stuff.
The other record i contributed to was mush the same, and may parts are a lot more subtle, but at least its actually out now (in another country though lol)
Anyway back to the topic at hand, id say in the studio setting maybe bring in a friend? Or just pointlessly jam on your gear until the point comes to you, rather than