Re: How we change

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jeff fox wrote: Fri Nov 22, 2024 4:34 pm Fuck. I like to think I’m relatively self aware. I know I need to be a little less harsh in a lot of social situations, maybe develop some sort of poker face. Hopefully people take my bullshit with a grain of salt and can tell when I’m being genuine.

If anything, I’ve become LESS patient and less tolerant of oblivious, selfish behavior out in the world and I regularly point this out loudly to the perpetrators. I know it doesn’t make a difference for the most part, and probably, letting it roll off my shoulders would be beneficial. I’d say at this point I am completely incapable of working for an employer that is not me. I’m repulsed by any sort of ‘ladder climbing’, or people who strive to gain social, financial or political power and influence.
Maybe I’ve devolved.
No, I wish I had that confidence in me to stand up to bullshit again. I'm also less patient to all kinds of shit, but still put up with some shit behavior, mostly because I'm afraid of certain confrontations. I used to be confrontantional, but I guess life has beaten that out of me, for the time being, at least. I will rise again, life, just you wait.

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