Rodabod wrote:

Bradley wrote:

Rodabod wrote:Have you ever tried heroin?

Who're you asking?

Marsup'.

I don't think so, not on purpose anyway.

So I fell off the vicodin wagon in the last few months, hurt my back. My shady ass doctor says 'whatcha want me to prescribe you? how many ya want?' I said, joking 'how about 400 norcos?' he wrote it right up.
I ran out finally a week or so ago. Was so happy to be thru with them, as I tend to go way, way overboard. I cannot be trusted with narcotic painkillers, I'll take them all in a week no matter how many you give me.
So anyway, I'm all like 'that's it, not gonna touch anything for a long time' was feeling good and sober then this chick I work with says 'I have a shitload of morphine pills, I'll sell them to you cheap'
So now I have a shitload of morphine pills. I puked about 6 times last night, you'd think I wouldn't take any more since all they are doing for me is making me vomit but I wake up and take more. I don't even enjoy this feeling they give me but I take more because they are there.
I am trying to decide whether or not I should flush them all down the toilet and be done with it. I am trying to get myself to do it, but I am having a hard time.
So again, CRAP on the vicodin pills it's a bunch of bullshit.

Marsupialized wrote:So I fell off the vicodin wagon in the last few months, hurt my back. My shady ass doctor says 'whatcha want me to prescribe you? how many ya want?' I said, joking 'how about 400 norcos?' he wrote it right up.
I ran out finally a week or so ago. Was so happy to be thru with them, as I tend to go way, way overboard. I cannot be trusted with narcotic painkillers, I'll take them all in a week no matter how many you give me.
So anyway, I'm all like 'that's it, not gonna touch anything for a long time' was feeling good and sober then this chick I work with says 'I have a shitload of morphine pills, I'll sell them to you cheap'
So now I have a shitload of morphine pills. I puked about 6 times last night, you'd think I wouldn't take any more since all they are doing for me is making me vomit but I wake up and take more. I don't even enjoy this feeling they give me but I take more because they are there.
I am trying to decide whether or not I should flush them all down the toilet and be done with it. I am trying to get myself to do it, but I am having a hard time.
So again, CRAP on the vicodin pills it's a bunch of bullshit.

Have a little self control.

Marsupialized wrote:I am trying to decide whether or not I should flush them all down the toilet and be done with it. I am trying to get myself to do it, but I am having a hard time.

Hey, that's really bad for the public water supply. Why don't you just send them to me, and I'll make sure they are disposed of in a safe manner.

I'm in the "does nuthin' for me camp", too, and do no drugs other the occasional ginandtonicol. Nyquil keeps me up, as do most sleep-aids I've tried and painkillers create no noticeable difference in feeling.

My boss gave me some of his anti-anxiety meds last week (my bonuses for a week of hard work were drugs and art. wtf.) I nervously took half of one during a frantic day in which I needed calming. It did absolutely nothing. Lorazapam, you failed me! Bubble bath, you delivered!

You be careful, marsup.

Marsupialized wrote:I puked about 6 times last night, you'd think I wouldn't take any more since all they are doing for me is making me vomit but I wake up and take more. I don't even enjoy this feeling they give me but I take more because they are there.
I am trying to decide whether or not I should flush them all down the toilet and be done with it. I am trying to get myself to do it, but I am having a hard time.

Those morphine pills are crap. I've tried those dark brownish/green round morphine pills, dunno if it's the same thing you got, but I wasn't diggin em.

Get rid of them (by selling them, not flushing) if they make you sick... you're wasting what someone might consider a valuable commodity.

rachael wrote:

same wrote:it kind of gives you an inner warmth and coziness.

And itchiness......

Yeah, i like it for just these reasons. Everything in moderation.

doesn't do too much for me these days... seems like i blew out some receptors along the way, used to enjoy them but then i got spoiled by a near-limitless supply of ultram & clonazepam... ah well - probably best that i'm no longer messing about with all of that, since they were always accompanied by 8-12 beers... bla.

They never did anything they were supposed to do (kill pain) for me.

Shit drug.

Marsupialized wrote:So I fell off the vicodin wagon in the last few months, hurt my back. My shady ass doctor says 'whatcha want me to prescribe you? how many ya want?' I said, joking 'how about 400 norcos?' he wrote it right up.
I ran out finally a week or so ago. Was so happy to be thru with them, as I tend to go way, way overboard. I cannot be trusted with narcotic painkillers, I'll take them all in a week no matter how many you give me.
So anyway, I'm all like 'that's it, not gonna touch anything for a long time' was feeling good and sober then this chick I work with says 'I have a shitload of morphine pills, I'll sell them to you cheap'
So now I have a shitload of morphine pills. I puked about 6 times last night, you'd think I wouldn't take any more since all they are doing for me is making me vomit but I wake up and take more. I don't even enjoy this feeling they give me but I take more because they are there.
I am trying to decide whether or not I should flush them all down the toilet and be done with it. I am trying to get myself to do it, but I am having a hard time.
So again, CRAP on the vicodin pills it's a bunch of bullshit.

Have you flushed them yet? If not, flush them. That's smack. You'll stop puking soon when you take them and then you've got worries.