kokorodoko wrote: Thu Dec 14, 2023 12:43 pm
I'm getting doomer overload. If you want a better future you have to be able to imagine it!
What better future? I have everything I could want right here at my fingertips: An in-tune and well regulated piano that sounds great; more music than I could ever hope to master in ten lifetimes, a subscription to IMSLP, and free streaming access to young musicians with so much discipline and talent at a young age they make Paderewski look like a dilettante.
At some point music, for me, lost its social context. It was no longer glue that bonded me to others. It was no longer a shared element of belonging to some in-group. It no longer bound elements of poetry, drama, theater, fashion, politics and visual art in any meaningful way. All those things became artifice. Cultural marketing. Social-sexual-status signifiers. Broad Gesamtkunstwerk statements meant to be consumed by others, to elicit premeditated responses and provide a projected statement of identity to others.
Now it really is just the notes and little more - the way pitched tones combine to create beat frequencies and overtones that when organized in certain ways produce profound abstract emotional responses, and the performers' ability to to connect to that written or unwritten form in a way that extolls the emotional impact in that moment of the otherwise static and abstract. It's for me to experience myself. It requires neither the participation nor assent from others.